hi! guess what? my emotions still pertain to my overall state!
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i find that it's more difficult for me to process emotions when i'm tired. when i'm tired, it's easier for me to get muddled. to lose my sense of Truth. i get lonely. i get irritable. i get annoyed. i get sad. i get lost.
my problems seem so, so big. so huge they swallow me whole.
but guess what? i cannot deny Truth.
the muddled thoughts that are blocking my vision right now? i just clarified that they're only there because i'm tired. they are not my whole world. they are not Me. i am me, and my thoughts are my visitors. (this philosophy is so important to me i have it posted as an affirmation on my wall 😊)
and here's what i know about life: it gets better. no matter what i say to myself, there are (and still will be) moments when i fulfill my life's purpose of being truly happy.
i believe in sunny summer mornings. i believe in early-morning runs. i believe in sweet dew stuck to green blades of grass. i believe in cool sunrises and vibrant sunsets. i believe in waking up in the middle of the night to hearing soft rain on the roof and feeling cozy and going back to sleep. i believe in sleeping in late. i believe in trying on new clothes. i believe in sparkly crystals in stores and then on nightside tables. i believe in warm-smelling candles burning and melted wax stuck to dressers. i believe in baking something warm like muffins or cookies in a cozy kitchen. i believe in cottages in the woods, whether seen in pictures or in person. i believe in outdoor adventures. i believe in family relationships being strengthened. i believe in a good story. i believe in magic. i believe in friends. i believe in long hugs that you never want to let go of. i believe in laughing so hard you get a bellyache. i believe in smiling at the littlest things. i believe in crying because you feel the Spirit in church. i believe in love. i believe in laughter.
even in the hardest moments, i believe in Life.
blissfully yours,
emma💚
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